Once upon a human
Yes I said an individual
Some sort of parody
Laughed loudly from the Knights of the Round Table
Whom educated by the books of falsity
In a cultivated one way club
For all the red lost little fishes
Two thumbs up for knowledge diversity (how ironic)
But then again
It all turn out you bite your lips
Until it bleed
And well... I figure you deserve this

One year away before graduating
And yet nothing has been taught,
Memorized or applicate
And with the injustice I’ve had the pleasure to notice
This ignorance dramatically exposed
How can you bare your narrow-mindness
And shove your yap down my throat

Let me gag for a second
And excuse me for my complain
But your cruel silk is only velvety to yourself
And we all think it’s just a beautiful piece of crap

I'm alive afterall, been through the tempest of responsabilities and independance, and I really think all of this is making my relationship with my boyfriend stronger. I feel closer to him for sure and I wish to maintain such a feeling. It's been 2 years this summer and I didn't seen time go by. Let's hope this month be a good one : ).

Since I didn't know what to say and I didn't want to corrupt my new account with a mix of photography and poems. I'll just...put it here. Written at 4 am when we were having a house party with a couple of friends. Enjoy.

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Decorously humming in a distinct atmosphere
Accurately lurking my passage
In all the singing
Threatening the utility of a camera
Used and abused
Umm... Can’t not properly disappear
In this envy consuming me
So urgently
In the rhythms so gently played
Lure thoughts so faintly tainted

Hypocrisy
A blue daisy
For the early morning tea
And when the maiden doesn’t yet know she’ll weep
An embrace pending another lip will bleed
Malignly
Until the disgrace leave gloomy stains on this masquerade

I went to the convinience store on January 8th to get rice,bought a granola bar for my boyfriend and decided to go back home,but on my way back I noticed a girl waving at me a little bit desesperate,so I go next to her and open my windows.She tells me she got rape and need to get a few streets further because the rapist is near and she don"t want to get caught. While driving I figure she's a prostitute and think that maybe she's hungry. I lend her my granola bars and she fell in tears saying : '' I don't know why you're helping me ! Why would you help me ! I don't understand'' etc. I finally dropped her near a convenience store, a shelter house and such.. She took the granola bars, give me a hug and a kiss and said to me : ''I don't know how to thank you'' and she gave me quickly her ring and tell me : ''GO GO ! HE'S NEAR ! RUN !!'',so I took off really quickly with the car.

I get home and tell that to my boyfriend, and he find the story a little bit suspicious..so he ask me to go to the store again for chips...so I look for my wallet and I don't find it. I check in the car, everywhere..nothing.

Yeah she stole my wallet. Credit cards, bank cards and a 700 $ check.

So we decided to be detectives, got infos from a lot of locals, the banks, the police, the man who give his time to the shelter house ect..

And 2 days after, we find her. We brought the cops with us and they took her and that was it.

I felt really bad when I saw her, and she felt the sameway. We both looked at our feet..

They call her scalby Sheilly because she's a Meth user and it shows in her face and her body. The guy from the shelter told me to hang on to that ring.. and I will since I don't know why she did it..

We need to find my wallet now..